Can I just say how over everything I am this week? Nothing has gone right and frankly I am quite over it.It has really been one of those weeks. Usually I can admit when I am being a little on the dramatic side but I am sincerely over it right now, just OVER IT! Allow me to compla— I mean explain.
For starters, I planned on doing 3 shoots;2 for the blog and one the magazine I am shooting for. I already knew things were headed for a wrong term as soon as I put my clothes on to shoot. I was over it.I hated what I had on and my makeup looked dumb.It was humid and hot outside and before we even started shooting I was not in the damn mood .My daughter got out the car complaining and the location was just all wrong, but I went with it .I was just ready to get done.
Then my loving husband ( I use that term loosely) acted like he wasn’t understanding the angles I was going for. I hate repeating myself and I was not in the mood for all the strangers downtown walking by while I shot.I was just not in the mood to be having any of it.By the time I wrapped this shoot, hubs was ready to shoot the next look but he clearly was not understanding how much I was OVER IT. Men are not great listeners or readers of body language *shots fired. Here I am pregnant and ill and you’re asking me to change in a public bathroom downtown (and the floor is probably wet in there, I don’t know why I threw that in there but it probably was)? Boy bye! Just take me to get something to eat and take my ass home. Am I overreacting?
My look, which I thought was absolutely cute by the way, was a steal for only $40! Surprisingly, I can still wear clothes from Shein , if you order from there you know what I mean. Most of their only fit those life size Barbie’s from the 90’s.I’m over Shein too! Im swearing them off for a while not only because of their toddler sizes but they have been really shitty since my last posted praising them.I had to send half of one of my orders back because everything was too small and had stains(yes, the shit was dirty already).Then I wanted to cancel the order I made after that (which is the stuff I am wearing now) and they said it was cancelled then days later the order was shipped.I sent them quite a few emails in all caps.So yea, no one is spared from my wrath.They are lucky these pieces were quality *side eyeing their ‘fast fashion’ asses.My lace up satin mules are from H&M and are sold out (sorry L) they are surprisingly comfy but the satin ties are not that securing so you really are not missing much.The only reason I whipped them out is to compliment my tassel earrings from NettysGlitz.You guys you really need to check out their stock of earrings.They are quality, inexpensive, always have free shipping AND ARE BLACK OWNED! You betta get on it..
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I managed to muster enough strength to struggle shoot another look before I lost my mind in a cloud of hormones and hunger while I waited for this man to finally feed me.Okay I think I am reaching a bit. You got to understand though, you can’t just get your wife pregnant and think she isn’t gonna experience changes in her body.I mean this is not his 1st rodeo with me being pregnant. He knew what he signed up for and should be accommodating my every restless, bothered, insanely and sporadically hungry and sleepy needs .On top of all of this he had the neeeerrvve not to even give me the one specific shot I begged him to shoot and edit. It’s clear I need to throw him away and just start over.
The only thing that seemingly went right was my hair.I told you guys I was gonna do it. But how did I manage to do my own head while fighting sleep and nausea the way Wonder Woman fights injustice? Well, funny story. I actually started last Tuesday night and while Netflix’n and chilling by myself I did I total of 5 twists and fell asleep *womp womp. How could I go to work the next day? Walk in the front door, that’s how (I am out of PTO).However ,when I walked in the front door I came with a bag full of Marley hair, ready to slay my hair at my desk. I know it sounds a bit crazy, but I was the most productive I have ever been with my workload .I work better when I have a distraction of sorts. Don’t think I had my desk looking like the local braiding shop, I was pretty conspicuous for the most part.By Friday morning, my work quota had been met and my hair was laid hunty! Did I mention I still had to find time to write blog content from work too? I can’t do it at home because well all I do I sleep as soon as I get there; pregnancy, I tell ya! Sad to say I am over my hair already too.I I always forget how big they make my forehead look.Y’all, pray for me and these hormones.
It’s been a while since I was last with child did not have half the style or amount of things going on as I do now so sister to sister can you give me ways to cope? I am currently struggling to manage life and pregnancy in general.Please give ya girl some tips.After all the tips I share can yall please return the favor? Lol thanks
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